Hahahahaha!

A year ago I stopped speaking. And so now I just laugh. Hahahahaha! Yes, well. Some people take silence very seriously. For me, one of the greatest surprises of living quietly is that my silence has made everything funny. It has infused life with hilarity. Even things...

Wish #238: Meeting this moment.

Personal ads. They’re … personal! Very. Each week I write a Very Personal Ad (aka Vision-Possibility-Anticipation) to practice wanting, and get clarity about my desires. Sometimes wanting feels conflicted or just plain hard, and that’s okay. At the...

Friday Chicken #287: held

Where I cover the good and the hard in my week, visiting the non-preachy side of ritual and self-reflection. It is Friday and we are here. {a breath for Friday} What worked? Ritual. This week had lots of PTSD triggers for me, and then terrifying nightmares. I brought...

Glowing glowing glowing glowing.

Glowing is my favorite activity. I love it almost as much as I love being a bell. They are the same thing, actually. Being a bell is just glowing sound: resonating. Glowing is the light-based version of humming my happy hum. Glowing is what happens when I am quiet: it...
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