pain au chocolat

I was stretched out on the table, slow deep breaths, and Wally was talking to my knee (and to all of me) with his hands, with warmth, steady gentleness and unfathomable kindness, as is his way, and I was talking to my knee with my heart. My heart and I asked the...

Chicken 340: yes, with peacefulness

A look at the good and the hard in my week, a ritual of reflecting. It is Friday and we are here. {a breath for Friday.} Good grief. Can I just say that this week had so many hard things in it, I could have completely filled up that section of the Chicken by last...

Constellations.

Content note: This post references suicide and a car accident. Grounded presence is recommended. ♡ The superpower of pre-emptive hugs. I want to say something, except I don’t know what exactly, about two particularly uncanny and fortuitous hugs. Late...

PTSD. A letter from me to me.

Deep breath. You will be okay. You are okay right now. A brief explanation. This letter is a reminder from slightly more conscious me who is not in the throes of panic and terror, written for sad, scared me who forgets what is true. It is part of my Book of Me, part...
The Fluent Self